today, i
mugged
dota ed
tried sleeping at 2 but failed
watched dan in real life
and googled pancreatic infection

a friend msg me at 2 bloody am. ask whether wanna go study room mug. of coz i said yes lah

My new idol .

HARD GAY













here, go watch one of his vids

kok says sg is stealing yang from us

mugging means studying...not i kena mugged okay...
kok think its one of the lamest slangs...n i totally agree..

n yes, it s time to mug. happy mugging ppl

been through a week of hell. 2 sucky projects, 1 presentation, 1 test, an interview and a whole week long of bloodshot eyes.
finally, sleep.

k anyway, other random stuff

dint get my stay for pgp for the next sem

yuen went to tanjung rambutan. a psycho house.

i hate projects, dulan how unreliable some grp mates can be, disliked a couple more for no apparent reason, and learned to treasure the company of a few rare gems

n i m hearing a lot of drama from a fren who s in a relationship. sigh, dump him.

n wonder if i m my eye candy's eye candy

n final s a couple of weeks away.

n i want apple, very badly

the big E day is here

yesterday, tomato pointed out a topic in the forum.
its was about some guy in blueserver, who often create games with the title '.51 APEM, CINA LAWAN MELAYU'. part of the users in the forum are flaming him already for being a racist, and a few more dun thnk he s being racist. n me n tomato had a clash of views bout it

				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		but u think it's cool or Fun to say" malay lawan cina" "malay lawan cina"?
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		i don think so
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		if ppl can see it positively
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		like wat emogurl brought up
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		just to let him know how serious it can b
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		dont u htink it roxxx
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		fUck man
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		it wouldnt have to be serious, IF PPL ARE MORE FREKAING OPEN MINDED
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		do u think it rocks when u run to malay kampung and shout " i cina mau lawan malay"
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		yes
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		and at the same place, c tis " i mau lawan bodoh"
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		N IT LL ROCK IF THE MALAY COME OUT N HAPPILY PLAY WITH CINA
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		wat's diff
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		N NOT TAKE IT OFFENSIVELY
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		man, wat happened is happened la
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		i mau lawan bodoh is degrading the other party
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		his title is not
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		u know malaysia culture
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		even u r open-minded
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		happen is we ll get choped
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		altho i don think so
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		N THAT SHOULDNT BE IT
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		it's still sensitive
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		WE SHOUDL EMBRACE EACH OTHER
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		N FUCK
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		THAT's wat we r doin now
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		peace and harmony
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		NO HELL NO WE RE FREAKING NOT
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		I M NOT FUCKING U
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		at least not too bad
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		The world had enough of bad racial divide... we need to come to a time when everyone see 'Cina lawan Melayu' in dota as a positive & healthy racial divide.
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		can u slap ur gf and kick ur gf
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		and say "let's assume ntg happens"
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		we start over
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		i would say FUCK U
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		hah
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		i dont see any link
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		i mean wat happened is happened
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		it's in our mind d la
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		we cant assume ntg happens b4
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		we can change!
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		u r not digi
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		change our mindset, make msia a better place
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		DIGI CAN CHANGE PPL LIFE
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		WHY SHUOLDNT WE
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		cuz digi advertise
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		and it's their concept
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		in fact they never change
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		stil yellow in colour
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		slowly, i hope it does change
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		new reply go check
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		it takes forever i tel u
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		ntg will change
				sh an ro ng		yang (bah)		it's bout mindset of million billion ppl
				yang (bah)		sh an ro ng		dont u want it to change!

then i realise, some things just cant be change overnight. or perhaps, cant be change at all.
it doesnt matter who wins it, the qns is how much would it change actually change. n would change be for the better, or will it bring down the whole country again.
in the end, it always be a series of disappointment, n a string of unfulfilled promises from our leaders. n it seems like i m losing faith in bolehland.

anyway, aj6, rmb econs? yes i know we slept through half of the class. but u probably rmb something about protectionism in the topic of international trade. how gov would protect local industry for them to grow, n why is it so hard to remove it.
a fren over here told me that they use proton as a example.
i lol ed

another emo day.
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i shall not bore u with my soaps, so here s something i m stealing from kok's blog, which he found in some forum. its about some lame jokes about dota, which had me laughing like mad for hours.


Bradwarden and Pit lord had a child named Brad pit.

Don't blame strength hero players if they play stupidly, their intelligence gain is low.

Why does Heat Seeking Missiles target Leoric? Lich?

Eat bigger trees, they heal more.

Pick heroes that come with their own mounts - like Abaddon, or Ezalor. These heroes move faster - and can jump over fallen trees and rocks.

Why only get 1 boot? If 1 is good, 2 is better? Nerubian Assassin has 6 legs - he needs 6 boots.

Nortrom doesn't get affected by silence - remember - he always has the Last Word.

If you use Juggernaut's Blade Fury, then for the next few hits, he has 50% chance of missing his attack because he's still dizzy from all the spinning.

If you are windwalking and get an invisibility rune. You disappear from Existence.

Roshan was a nerd, that's why until now everyone is still bullying him.

If you're Scourge all you have to do to win is to buy tangoes and eat the Tree of Life.

Meepo's clones get into fights about which one is the best.

Invoker was removed because the other hero's voted him out (jealousy).

If Lich puts frost armor on any one it reflects the Heat seeking missile.

Use BKB when about to suicide with techies you will not be killed.

Troll has poor eyesight. His left hand always misses when he throws his projectile.

Always choose Pandaren. When you're losing, eat a small tree and you'll auto dc. After all, a Panda eats shoots, and leaves.

FV doesn't care about fighting dirty. After all, he's faceless.

Mogul Kahn is never seen in competitive play. He was axed.

If your hero is repeatedly exposed to fire and cold spells for a certain period of time, it will get a status effect called “FLU”.

If the game is not finished within 4 hours, two invulnerable GIANT ICEFROGs will spawn at the middle of the map. One Icefrog will aim for the throne while the other will target the tree. Their movements are synchronized making sure that both the tree and the throne will be destroyed at the same time. When this happens, it’s GG. Icefrog wins.

If you equip six, level 3 Necronomicons and activate them all simultaneously, you’ll summon Warlock permanently as your second hero. If done correctly, all Necro Books will disappear.

The ultimate spell against women, Silencer's Global Silence.

The chicken can be eaten to regen your hp.

Pudge's hook curves if u buy him loads of Int items. (His skill increases. Bend it like Beckham.)

Pudge is actually a woman cause 'he' is deadly as a hooker.

Dota is illogical. Each hero(mostly) has like 2 hands and everyone can hold 6 divine rapier or three broadswords. The only hero can do this logically is Pudge, since he has extra hands. Puck has none, so does Jakiro. No, not broodmother cause although she has eight legs, she attacks with her mouth.

Pudge should not be able to use tangos, he's a carnivore.

Nevermore has a cousin named Nevermind and a son named Nevertheless.

Alchemist,Tinker,and Techies gets free stuffs from the secret gobin shops because they are all related to the owner.

Ring Of Health should provide you with the Permanent Invisibility skill. (Refer to LOTR)

If you play troll, when he attacks you'll see him throwing the hammer with his right hand followed by his left hand pointing the middle finger to you as to say "Fuck" and then repeats.

Magina has a sister called Vagina.

Doombringer can run faster because it's painful to walk slowly on his own fire.

Easy way to win the game: Pick tiny, get bkb at level 16 and approach Roshan with avatar. Tell him that you're his son.

tomato: ah man
tomato: yang i love u
tomato: dun b sad
tomato: i love kao u
me: ....
tomato: if u dissapointed, u can come to me
tomato: i can be gay for once just because of u
me: wtf

aw, dun u just love such frens

i m gonna do wat kok said, to seize the day, n say a huge fuck to everyone.

dont u just hate it when ppl ffk, give some shitty excuse tat ll make u stare in disbelieve of their stupidity, n pretend everything s all right. ffs, at least have the decency of to come up with a reason that actually make sense, not something like you want to go back do a tutorials tats due like a week time, or wan go vivo? nah, now must study, we go out on recess week okay (which is like a month away n most likely isnt gonna happen). or worst still, say tat ur coming asap, n 2 hours later say sorry its late, n see u tmr. seriously, wtf dude, dun wan say lah, giv it to me in the face lar

n the same goes for ass licking. which they often assume they know alot abt u. when in fact they know nuts. n they ll say something that make u cringe so hard that u wish u rather die. okay, i know what i m capable of, my strengths, my incompetencies, n my insecurities. n thank you, but i dont need someone to stroke my hairy coconuts. so go suck urself k.

rmb back in high skool, where boy likes girl. boy's friends knows about it. n whenever girl passes by. boy's friend start howling like retarded monkeys. n thngs get awkward, n makes boy feel like a complete sohai, and wished he had a plastic bag to cover his face. knn, stupid monkeys, grow up, get hitched, n go fuck off lah k. the world ll be a more peaceful place without these retards.

n bloody smookers, stop contributing to the haze, n global warming, n lung diseases of others k. wan die go in an air tight room n fag till u die. don kill us all. or hope u find a lass that smokes as well, so u both can go kill urselves. fucker, just like guns, ciggies doesnt kill ppl, ciggies are just tools that ppl use to kill themselves.

n the hell with ur preachings. i dun need the holier than u kind of attitute just because i have a different faith, different sets of moral values, and unable to see things the way u see it. i dun need ur miracles, n ur pities. i m going to hell, n i dun give a damn.
n i dont want to find enlightenment in detachment, i value my material possessions, n in a way i think they make me feel happy, n complete. i dont want to rot alone in solitude seeking answers under a huge freaking tree either. i respect all ur choices, eventho i see no sense in it. so lets all put our difference aside n focus on the things ppl have in common n see how we can all live together instead wasting resources on killing n converting each other.

n ya, i had this convo with someone.
me: ya i could just ponteng
me: but i m a good boy
me: i value the time i stoned in class staring at girls
kok: ahhaha
me: it gives me soemthing worth living for
kok: but when u find somethng better
kok: u'll find the time spent stoning in calss staring at girls
kok: is meaningless
kok: so everything is about relativity again
kok: comparison
me: yes, but its worth the moment
kok: damn
kok: not really, coz at the end of the day
kok: what u feel in the end matters
kok: not what u felt before
me: kok
me: why dun u just die
k, can u stop making our fucking lives bleaker than it already is. as a human beings i believe we re here to ensure the existence of our species or genes. if religions is something we need to make our lives worth living, so be it. if material possession is wat we think we need to make our lifes wholesome, than it is. how we perceive the meaning of life probably evolved over time to fits our survival needs. heck, i wonder if cows ever thought of their purpose of their life.

n there re some really annoying pessimist as well, u know like ppl who goes around saying i so ugly, no one wants me, i want to die, so say something nice or i ll die k. i m dying, i m halfway out the window. i m gonna jump. aw pls, i d be happier if u just go die n stop bothering me with ur negativity.

back to more about wat i hate. showoffs. yes i hate them, i know ur good, i know ur confident, but dun act so chat lan si. other ppl dun talk doesnt mean they arent better than u r, so dun simply go bossing ppl around. n some other ppl who s lacking of attention that they tend to compare wat they have with other ppl. especially ppl who act like old aunties in the park doing tai chi, each boasting on how successful each of their sons are, who sons actually dont really giv a hoot bout them.

i m feeling nasty. dun take it too personally